a sensory buffet of sarcococca scent and cedar breeze. momentarily, that old self returned the one who channels poems stops to pet fuzzy buds strokes soft moss carpets dazzled by dewy droplets, whose sole purpose is to watch the ducks dive. it's why we're alive. not to dredge up the energy for a desk-bound drudgery just to eke out a living. it felt like last supper. if I'm lucky, they'll hire me. but what a crime, when daily in the tree museum, upon the still and storied pond, the mallard dives again, and the ripples stretch outward, toward oblivion.